Monday the 16th

Threw up this morning. I’m so stressed! Why I am I making this so hard? I’m glad I told my client I’m leaving, I can at least tell him about my stress this weekend. He is my only friend here in Jersey. He seems genuinely worried about me and tells me that I don’t seem to be the kind of person to let this stuff bug me. He said it much better than I recounted and it made me feel a little stronger and a little less stupid. Why am I being so neurotic about this? This is not like me. So I made a plan. My plan is to fly home from Jersey on the 19th then get in the car and drive to Burbank on the 20th. Find a place to live, (easy right?) leave my car there, fly back on Monday the 23rd, let in the movers, let them pack me, load up the truck on the 24th and hopefully fly back either Tuesday night or Wednesday morning. Perhaps to start on the 26th. Still waiting to get confirmation of dates from the disreputable movers. By the way, called the movers (Nationwide Relocation Services) and told my Senior Moving Consultant about the bad web site situation. He said that the web site was created by their competition (hmmmmm) that they are currently suing those people for slander and to check their Better Business Bureau rating if I didn’t believe him. I did and they are in good standing. He also mentioned that the moving company they hired is called Avalon (I believe I have heard of them) and they have an A+ rating from the BBB. All I can do at this point is have faith that I have enough good karma in my karmatic bank account to see this through and that those people who posted a complaint are the exception not the norm. I have no choice but to have faith otherwise I will remain sleepless. Besides, I have nothing of value or that can't be replaced. All my furniture is cheap Target particle board anyway. If it gets broken, so be it. (deep breath...release) oooommmmmmmmm
At this point, I just want it all over with. I hope I can sleep tonight.