Thursday the 12th
Disney does not understand why I cannot start on the 16th. It is a little something I call responsibility. I still have obligations to my current employer….DUH!!!!
Here they are…making me wait since May to get an offer, then…when they do offer, they want me to just drop everything and come right out. As it stands I am in New Jersey until the 19th. I have no home yet in Burbank (but I have been looking at places since July on the net) I have no time to pack, I have not rented out my place in the Springs yet, I have no plan. I’m starting to get a little panicky. (ya think???!!!)
Thank god a friend called (a sane friend) and calmed me down a lot! She told me I would be fine and it will work itself out. Don’t care if its true or not, it is calming and what I needed to hear. I mean come on…I’m not going to be destitute and giving blow jobs for food…I’m still a little mad at my friend I mentioned on Wednesday.
I’m was still a little panicky.
I got a mover and am paying them to pack for me. This makes me feel a little better.

While in bed...not sleeping from obsessing about being destitute and needing to give blow jobs for food....I remembered I had some money in an IRA account. I didn't want to take the money out, but put on a scale of pros and cons...taking money out of my IRA sures-the-hell beat out giving blow jobs for sustenance and wi-fi.
Moving may suck but I won't!
With the IRA money, I decided to pay off my car. This will free up 3oo bucks a month to pay to for the car insurance hike(sigh)and I transfered the balance of a high interest credit card to another lower interest card (which I should have done anyway)I then called a few landlords I found on the internet and begged them to rent me their places even though I haven't seen them. No one seemed keen to do this (thank goodness) but I think I can scratch them off the potential list as neurotic tenant-potentials tend not to make the short list.
I spoke to a different friend who listened and understood all the stress I was under. She made me feel a lot better. I slept better. I love my friends.